Broken Record

Still thinking about that one. Goodnight.

BAD Kitty

Untitled IV

"I always go to be late, so I always see the sunrise. And usually when you go to bed that late and you're watching the sunrise, you're by yourself and they're really intimate moments."

-PF

Throw Up

Is the greatest tool of hate/revenge. Shouting and attacking is silly and tired. "I banged her boyfriend last weekend. I think she might know because today she showed up at my work and threw up on me."

Fuggos

Why are all American Apparel models so unattractive. You're perky little boobies don't make up for anything else. Fuggos.

Deeeelightful!

Bleh

Today isn't going so well.

I'm Getting Fussy

Do not shop Mod Cloth. Everything is overpriced and you can usually find what you want on the actual designer's website FOR LESS anyway. I do like what they offer, but the service is terrible and it has taken almost a month and a half to get my fourty dollar skirt. NOT COOL.

I'M OVER YOU MODCLOTH. TTYN.

Nightz

Success Dos

Excited invitations to hear your hellos.
Could you become words? Something? Nothing.
And so the trees must fall and the river must drain.
And so the pig snuffs the lady again.

Success

I am alive.
With doe eyes, and yellow light.
But some mornings
I don't wake up at all.

And in this afternoon hour
The beasts remind me to sleep.

HAIRZ

Yayy!

Party!

The Office Season 3!! Thanks, Dimple!

LOL

:)

Latest editions to my closet:

BOSTON!!

GREAT AMERICAN HARDCORE FESTIVAL
BOSTON, MA
SEPTEMBER 18, 19, & 20.

A Loss For Words
Alpha & Omega
The Banner
Bracewar
The Carrier
Chris Morgado
COA
Converge
Convicted
Crime In Stereo
Death Before Dishonor
Death Threat
Foundation
Guns Up!
Harms Way
Have Heart
Integrity
Killing The Dream
Living Hell
The Mongoloids
Mind Eraser
New Lows
POW
Reign Supreme
The Rival Mob
Shere Khan
Shipwreck
Trapped Under Ice

We're staying with some guys that a friend hooked us up with. Supposedly they're going to show us around the city and introduce us to some folks. Let's see.. meet some good looking men, experience Boston, and see an amazing hardcore show.. WOW!!

1 Week

4 o'clock
3 o'clock

and he was gone

This Morning II

"I get so sick that I can hardly speak, but with my head full of pills I try to go back to sleep. When you're sad but you force up a grin anyway it's hard not to feel fake, but I struggle so hard for each breath that I take.

Maybe some day I'll be at the top, and with my head in my hands I'll try to make it all stop. Every time I find love I choke so hard that for weeks my body aches, but I struggle so hard for each breath that I take."

Untitled III

My favorite part of the day is gone.



Olivia and I are planning to take a trip to Boston in September. I think we deserve it. I realized that she's the only person I can count on to hold a consistant relationship with. I feel bad for clinging to her right now, but I know she doesn't mind.



Going on a pal date with Paul after work today. Don't get any ideas.

The Future-

Wouldn't that be nice?

Blank

My dear friend is hurt. No words.





Great wave-
fall, break.

Untiled ll

Our eyes opened quite early one morning and, amidst the still before the dawn, we watched the world awaken.


I feel a tune coming on.

Clean Fun vs. Reckless Abandon

I need to cut loose.

Seriously?

Some kook lady called in today furious saying she wanted to make a complaint about a history book we publish. Her words exactly..

"I don't appreciate the fact that the Muslims are portrayed as all sunshine and rainbows just trying to help the world while the Catholic church is looked down on. There isn't once true fact about the Catholic church in here. It's just made out to look horrible and makes us look like bad people. I can't believe you would publish this crap." ..and it goes on.

1. Historical fact:
The Islamic religion was created to be a kind and welcoming religion. (Sunshine and rainbows, whatever.) Radical Muslims just take it to the next level and apply it violently.

2. Historical fact:
The Catholic church is known for its extremest and harsh ideals. Sorry.

3. You're ignorant, and annoying.

4. It's not funny.

This Morning

1. Aaron looked like an angel.
2. Glanced at myself in the mirror and, without hesitation, thought.. "Tina Turner".
3. It was nice outside. Actually, it was beautiful.
4. Greeted once again by the Michael Scott poster on my cubical wall.

Morning complete.

Lookie

at my favorite flickr passr timr:



http://www.flickr.com/photos/lynhana/sets/

CIA SABOTAGE MANUAL!!

CIA SABOTAGE MANUAL!!

Pastry School

Seeing this in person is a trip. Napa Valley is a dream.



I kept searching for Harry.
GOAL: GET THERE WITHIN NEXT 2 YEARS

AMC

I am truly madly deeply in love with you.

Mmm

LATEST PROJECT

Vanilla cupcakes with raspberry whipped frosting, covered with a white chocolate glaze and topped with a bit of flavored sugar/candies. I can't wait! Hey, I'm getting payed to bake treats!

100% Babe

I love you, Chloë.. I do I do!

On the Daily

The last hour of work..

Tunes

5/20-
I'm impartial.
Wish I would have just downloaded this one.



5/20-
Ehh, takes a while to get used to.



5/15-
I've always loved Joshua Staples androgynous voice. Fantastic!



5/20-
Kim has a neat voice.

12 Reasons Why I Hate Michael

I work in a cubical. I can hear everything the people I work with are doing. I can tune pretty much everybody out, except Michael... If you've seen Jurassic Park then you probably remember who "Dennis" is. He's the fat annoying guy with glasses who fucks everything up. Yeah, douche bag. That's Michael, only he isn't as smart and doesn't have any jokes. Normally if someone really bothers me I can just make fun of them and keep on with my day, but he bothers me so much that I don't even want to make fun of him. Working with him is like being forced to watch Teletubbies. At first you would be entertained because it's so overly flamboyant and stupid, so you laugh a lot. Then it starts to make you a little uncomfortable, but you still laugh a bit. After a while it becomes legitimately creepy and you don't laugh at it anymore because you just want it to go away. At this point you're willing to murder.

1. He is a total melty.

2. He tries to act black any time he is approached by another dude. I think it's his defense mechanism.

3. The cliche suicide, "Goodbye cruel world", line is starting to make my ears bleed. Actually, hearing his voice PERIOD is beginning to make my ears bleed.

4. He rats everyone out to customers AND our boss.

5. He doesn't work, just looks at WOW sites all day.

6. He's been working here for over a year and still needs help doing his job.

7. He does this really weird thing when you accidentally bump into him in the hall. He jumps back a little, stares at you awkwardly, and then says, "Oops! Ehskewz mee."

8. I know he has sex with me with his eyes.

9. He blows his nose way too loud.

10. He takes all of my faxes.

11. When he collects and divides out the mail he tries to see what's inside each envelope so that he can get all the good stuff and give us the coupons and advertisements. He thinks I don't know that.

12. I brought in cupcakes today and he ate four of them.


Yes, it has crossed my mind that maybe I am being an asshole. But I don't care. I really don't care.

Reddd

So sorry my blonde locks..



..but on May 23rd, your fate is sealed.

Gremlin

What kind of gremlin is that?

About Today

"Choosing to be mature in no way will be fulfilling or comforting, but it will be rewarding and it is extremely virtuous of you."

-besfran

<3

January-2009

Our feet dance, they don't walk
Our voices sing, they don't talk

My arms for you only

Carson McCullers

"The black night sky was beginning to turn a deep blue with the new morning. There were but a few weak, silvery stars. He stood watching them. Only their black forms showed in the blue darkness."

F

This boy, he really wanted this girl.
But he didn't have the time.
She said, "I want into your world."
He said, "This world is mine."

He didn't have the time.
He said he'd try.

Untitled l

Fuck you, I won't rot away.
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